October 27, 2009

Glumpiness

Is it okay to admit that I'm feeling glumpy? You know a cross between gloomy and grumpy. It's really the best way to describe how I feel right now. What to do, which way do I choose to go? How much choice do I really have? So many questions, so few answers. I hate that part, I want answers. Even though I know that some questions will go unanswered well for the rest of my life, I still want answers. I want to know that life will have a happy ending, but I'm scared that my happy ending has passed, that it's too late for that. Will I forever be searching for it, never to find it?

3 comments:

Erika said...

Are things okay? Cheer up. Life is good even though sometimes it really doesn't seem like it. I'm here for ya!

Anonymous said...

I want answers, too, Moddy. And I wonder the same things... is this it? Did I miss my happiness? Are my kids where I get to deposit my happiness? And how can I make the best of this...?

Oh, how I understand.

Marsha said...

:( Tears... Choose happiness, no matter your circumstances.